I have to write this so that i can remember it for life!!!!

Today is the release of our SYF result!!!!!
We reach UCC at around 1345?
Saw zhang lao shi and gao laoshi!!! And the mediacorp crew.
After we go to the toilet, we went into the hall!!
Feeling nervous already!!!
Gao laoshi ask me to record results for all schools
After a while they open the curtain and there was a table with the judges and two emcees.
Heart beat increases~~~

All the opening speech and the judges giving comments of all the dances. Feeling so bored like super bored. Than one of the judges read out names of dances and i heard 鼓舞飞扬... 让人眼前一亮! Than I woke up too. They even had a student sharing session. Gao laoshi keep gesturing us to go up to talk. Just when yingru wanted to go, they said last two so we didn't talk. After about one hour plus of talking they are announcing the award!!

The person said we are going to announce in performance order. Heat beats increase like mad and stayed there. The emcees was like Number 1 Yuying secondary school yu ying zhong xue silver yin. I was like writing a S hands shaking. So nervous!!!! Than number 2 yuan ching secondary school Chinese name silver yin. Writing S with hand shaking even more. Heart beating like mad!!! I was like die already. Than number 3 Yishun town secondary school yi dao zhong xue. (DIE DIE) GOLD..................... WITH HONOUR SCREAM!!!!!! (by others i was writing GWH on the paper) We didn't even heard rong yu jin. Tears was flowing while i record the results of other school. Veron helped me wipe my tears away :)

The feeling when they announce the result was like priceless~~~~~~~~~~~~


On the bus we are like planning how to bluff the juniors. This is so epic we discuss the whole bus ride but no conclusion. HAHA. So we mixed all different methods together. We were quiet for a few minutes on the bus to change our mood. Some went to put eye drop haha!!

When we reached school, we saw cheralyn and zoe. So teachers plus us act like we were super sad. Actually they wanted to talk to us but they walked away. HAHA!!! Later we went to the staff lounge to rehearse everything~ Even the sound man said our acting was JANG!! professional. We saw teachers like mdm saudah and mdm ho congratulated us. I was like do i smile or not haha.

The teachers, me and veron went into the room. Teacher was saying things like the important things is the 10 months of training blah blah. As teacher was talking, me and veron cried some juniors was also crying already. Teacher said i will let the sec 4 to announce the result. Each person carry a card. No, Bronze, No, Gold, with honour, No, Paused. Veron and me started talking by this time almost everyone was crying. As me and veron talk, more people started crying. Than Isabelle came in with WAY. So it means No, Bronze, No, Gold, with honour, No,WAY! It means there is no way we don't get GWH :) :)

After isabelle came in with the way, everyone was stun and they didn't get it. Until we said 骗你们的！ Everyone cried more. I cried more too!!

TODAY WAS THE BEST DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!

I am super duper sure that miracle would not happen now.

I really really don't want SJ oppa to be sad. Too much things has happened.

I should be happy that they are coming to Singapore finally. But I had never ever imagine it would be like this! Why must it be like this? Why can't it be like a normal fanmeeting?

800 pairs of invites given to SJ Galaxy showcase for buying Samsung Galaxy. But do you now how to get it? You have to write that you are interested than purchase on the internet when it is released.

People buying this phone should not be ELF. How old are we? Why must they do such things?
I had a bad feeling that this will be the first performance that SJ didn't see the sapphire blue sea, a performance without fan-chants. First time here and they are going to get all this bad impression. There can be many solutions. Asking people that go to the performance to at least help to wave a sapphire blue light-sticks. At least there is a sapphire blue sea and SJ oppa would not be so sad.

Why am i crying so hard now?

There is just too much blow today. I just broke down.

We can trend on twitter and pray that they saw. Let them understand why. Go to the Airport to see them and write message.

I wish that there would not be a black-hearted person trying to sell the tickets at super high price to ELF just to earn money. Maybe older E.L.F that follow them since 2005 can purchase the phone online and support them. Since they are older and are working already.

I H8 A math!!!!
I dun understand what ah ma is saying!!!!!!!
Super confused >.<
Physic. That old auntie became better. but still.......

Chem test.. Epic fail~~

They only thing that is going smooth is.....
Dance!!
I think juniors are __________ (fill in yourself)
Dance camp this year will be daebak!!!!


Looking forward to SHINee 13 march!!
Super Show 2 @ malaysia 20 march
SuJu 4th album!!
I miss our Kangin and Kibum.
Hankyung, E.L.F will wait for your good news ^.^

When I was watching Super Junior's performance at WBC Welfare Sharing Concert on Christmas eve. I feel very very sad. I don't know why, there just this sad feelings coming out. The stage feels so empty without 4 members. Technically is 3, Kibum is busy. But It just feels empty. I know 9 people is a lot already. There was lesser members at the MELON AWARD(bias). It get even sadder when Kyuhyun came out alone when there was supposed to be 3 person. Kyuhyun is suppose to come out with Kangin and Hankyung. (Thats in Sorry Sorry) Somehow I missed Kangin's voice.

The links to the performance.
Part 1
Part 2

Yesterday, Super Junior performs Sorry Sorry on KBS Music Bank, The same feelings came back. The stage looks so empty. I am quite used to the 13 members performing on Music Bank stage. So, it feels empty with 9 members on it. Well it is like SNSD's performance. (9 members)

The link to the performance
Sorry Sorry remix

I missed the other 4 members!!!
Hoped to see the 13 of them performing together again!!!

Okay, after hearing what my sister said, I will believe in our Hankyung.

Some points that me sister and I thought about.....

1.Because Hankyung's korean not that good so maybe the lawyer doesn't know what he really wants.
2.ANW, Hankyung would not be greedy. He donated almost all his money to the Sichuan Earthquake people!!!!
3.From Kyuhyun's cyworld, we know that the other Super Junior members did not know about the thing till the news broke out.


BTW, Please learn to not believe the legal representatives. Don't scare yourself!

Interview with Hankyung’s legal representatives
One of the question is :

Does Hankyung want to continue as Super Junior or does he want out?
"We don't know. Nothing has been decided in terms of Super Junior."

This sentence freak me out! When I first read it, I thought Hankyung doesn't want Super Junior anymore. But than again, Hankyung's Korean is not that good.

Anyway Hankyung is in China now and I read an article that he was in the hospital recently. Poor Hankyung, after seeing the photo......................

Hope that SM and Hankyung can come out with an agreement. Because Super Junior, E.L.F and SM needs Hankyung!!!!

From me sis: "We should be happy for a day. It might not be bad news."

Are people geting greedy? Issit bcos of money? What people say are true. Even if it is bad in some ways but i still agree. It may seem evil but it is still very very true. If you didn't start from there, will you be where you are now? We started together so we should suffer together right? Even if others don't express their feelings, I know they are very very dissapointed. Many people are supporting you but.....................................

Sorry I didn't go for the class outing >.<
I wanted to but I was feeling a little sick
And I got sore throat >.< (and i am losing my voice)

But i was very very tired I just reach home 4am plus on the 29/11.
So, I was still so tired the next day. AND, i still have dance on the 1st of DEC!!!!

Came back from Yunnan and I felt super super tired.
Other than tired I felt super super hot!!!
I tell you it is really hot in Singapore!!!
I rather feel cold than hot.
Just like what Xiao You told me ytd, she says when you are cold you can wear more clothes
BUT
When you are hot you can't 'don't wear anything' HAHA!!!!!

I miss Kunming's weather!!!!

VANESSA go China must wear more clothes!!!!!!
It will be colder in the morning and at night.
So wear your down jacket when you going out in the morning and going back at night!!!
Don't catch a cold in a cold place. You will feel very upset >.<

It wouldn't be too cold in the afternoon if there is Sun!!!
And you will love the Sun in an cold place haha!!!

I will melt if i got shine by the sun in singapore
BUT
I will freeze if i don't get shine by the sun in Yunnan!!!

HAHA

I going out liao.
Need to buy clothes and shoe!!
Need to go people wedding must wear nice nice!!!

JUST NICE I AM LISTENING TO MARRY U!!!!!

BTW, nowadays i am listening to Super Junior Kiss the radio
and i always die at the kiss part >.<

Me and my sister!!!